Still Smarting

I don't mean to dwell on the past or anything but I'm still smarting over a recent holiday gone-wrong and the loss of a really good friend.

Not that I think I LOST her per se, but it has soured the friendship a lot, and I don't know whose to blame. Not that I'm saying someone HAS to be blamed, but well, I'm deeply deeply hurt and it's gonna take me a while to get over it.

*sigh*

But I know I do miss the good times. And I really wonder what went wrong. Damn. there's not a damn thing I want to do about it cos deep down, I'm just really hurt and I can't get over the fact that she's not the person I thought she was. This is such a cliche, but even after everything, I still miss calling her my friend.