Trying to jump start

I still miss Mark tons, although I wouldn't publicly admit it. Still spend most of the time, too much time, reminiscing and wishing and daydreaming ..wondering when I'll see him again, whether he still thinks of me... Its totally pathetic and self-destructive, I realise. But what's a girl to do?

On the plus side tho, I think I've got a flirt buddy now, and get this, he's also bald. *sigh* What on earth is up with this bald thing?

It remains as just that though, a flirt buddy. Someone you look out for, to give me a mood lift and a fix every once in a while. He's great, funny, we get along, but I really can't see myself getting my hopes up on this. And well, those I'm instantly attracted to never turn out to be right for me.

Besides am just too tired.

Work's ambling along. Could be better, could be worse. Am doing what I can, throw in a few concerted efforts every once in a while, pay off sometimes but most of the time not. And still procrastinating from exercise. Getting flabby.

Argh. Need new interest. Help.