*bleah*

hmmmm...an uneventful weekend just passed. I thought I'd be doing more than what I did. Two potentially happening weekend nights just came and went without me so much as leaving my comfortable bed in the new condo.

I still havent moved my stuff out of the old house in Luyang as I'm too comfortable and hey, I like coming home to an empty house and not having to tip-toe everywhere. I like knowing that no one is waiting for me to pounce and chaste me for coming back late or asking me where I've been. I kinda miss my days in KL living on my own actually. But ah well, gotta make the best of the situation right?

Last night, met up with my old drinking buddies and althought the drinking sessions were alright, I find myself craving something more. better conversations. laughs, trading of information and anecdotes....I dunno. Maybe I've started to grow up a little. MAYBE. I'm not saying I'm more matured or grown up compared to anyone else, but I do want more than just useless bicker and looking at each other blankly.

Its a hard fact to accept, drifting apart from your friends but the fact is, priorities change, lifestyle changes, your needs and wants change. I guess sometimes you need to let go a little of the past, or else you'd never move into the future. I'm not that keen on my future if it involves getting older, less playful, more seriousness and cynisicm and less energy, but I enjoy the chit chats, the information gathering, the female-power and independence of being in charge of yourself... ah well. we'll just have to take it as it comes la.