Is it broken?

It isn't getting much better. We patched up one night after that, but the arguing hasn't seemed to stop. Everything just seems to rub me the wrong way and vice versa.

Its confusing. On one hand I really miss him when I'm not with him, and I just want to patch things up. On the other hand, when we're together, there's so many things that get on my nerves. Every jib he makes at me, even the joking ones, I take to heart. Why can't he be more considerate. Why doesn't he give me the benefit of doubt anymore. Why doesn't he manja me anymore???

I don't know what to do. I don't want to break up with him, I really don't. But I can't really go on like this. Its tiring, for the both of us I'm sure. But I'm so RESENTFUL. Of what, I dunno. I don't understand why things have taken a turn for the worse. He says he still loves me, but it doesnt come through when I need it to the most.

Sometimes I think I'm the problem. Its always something with me isn't it. I can just never be happy.